Showering naked in front of my friends

[skai0]

I grew up in a place and time where some, but not all, parents didn't take the modesty of their children seriously and would have them naked in public long after they had developed a sense of shame for nudity. The age where they would stop doing that would also vary from parent to parent. For me, it was after 10 that they stopped changing me, undressing me, showering me naked in public and regardless of the company we would be with. I have interesting experiences to share, some with me as the victim of humiliation, some with me as a spectator.

Here is my first story, which is the latest I remember myself involuntarily naked in front of people. I hope you enjoy it.

I was getting close to my eleventh birthday when my parents sent me for summer camp. It was the first time that I would spend about 20 days away from them. The camp was quite large. There were little houses scattered everywhere that would host about 5-6 kids each. 4-5 houses would form a "team" and the camp had 10 teams in total, 5 for girls and 5 for boys. The houses of each team were relatively close to each other. Close to the houses, you would find toilets and showers, both indoor and outdoor.

Sundays were visiting days and we had our parents over. So did mine. The visiting area was far from the houses, but my mom told me to take her to the house I was staying in. She wanted to inspect the place. When we went to the area of my team, we found some of my teammates hanging there, sitting in chairs in the little porches, talking with each other and chilling.

Mom was happy to see everything was in order, and even started talking to my friends and getting to know them. Meanwhile, she was happy to see that right there we had a shower. That was good, because she was concerned that, small child that I was, I was not taking proper care of my hygiene. That's right, it was time for a shower.

Right then and there and completely casually, my mom undressed me. She told me to go under the shower and, when I did, she opened the water. When I was wet enough, she stopped the water, spread shampoo all over my body and put me under water again. She waited a little bit and then she stopped the water and she wrapped me in a towel and dressed me (probably she had taken a towel and clean clothes when she was inside the house). All the while she kept her small talk with my friends, who just stayed there watching casually as if nothing particularly special was happening. This shower should have lasted about ten minutes.

As for me, this was a particularly humiliating experience. Like I said, I had experienced that before, but it was getting more and more humiliating the more I was growing up. Moreover, the spectators were not strangers but the people I spent all of my time with for these twenty days. Again, I have been naked in front of other friends before (my parents were ruthless in that regard) but this incident stays in my memory as the most intense humiliation I had ever experienced.

I was not so concerned about these people seeing me naked. For me, it was more humiliating that these kids were witnessing me being dominated. My mom had the power to strip me anytime she wanted and she was making it very clear and obvious to everyone around.

I was not trying to cover up or anything. I was resigned to what was happening. I felt that covering up would betray the fact that I was ashamed, making it ever more humiliating. By playing it casual, I was trying to pretend that all this was done with my consent and that it was no big deal.

I was also concerned that the small audience of 4-5 children could quickly become much bigger, if others happened to pass by. Remember, it was out in the open in a public space where everybody was allowed to go, the camp was full of people and everybody was up and about. So I was looking around to see if other people were coming. Nobody came. Only at one moment I spotted a group of campers walking by, say 200 meters away, but they were too focused on their own discussions to look up and see what was happening.

In the end, I was all clean and dressed and life went by as if nothing changed. But this story is imprinted in me and will always be one of my most sexually arousing memories.

[NickTwisp]

Actually, it could have been a lot worse if I am understanding correctly that only your fellow campers in or near the hut saw you stripped naked? What if some families including sisters had happened by?

Age 10 was sort of the last time my Mom would totally disregard my modesty. By age 11 she would not have barged into the bathroom while I was showering or into my bedroom without knocking.

[Skylar21]

...But this story is imprinted in me and will always be one of my most sexually arousing memories.

Interesting how humiliation can generate sexual arousal. And how the resulting arousal increases the humiliation.

That's a great experience you had (and apparently still have ).

[NickTwisp]

Oh yeah! After my real-life humiliation at Scout camp (changing into my swimsuit in the 3-sided cabin in front of various females) I was really horny. You can bet your last dime I was jacking off in my upper bunk bed that night---hardly giving a damn if any of the other 3 guys heard me (or the bunk bed shaking---I was in the top bunk).

[RaccoonBatteryStaple]

Right then and there and completely casually, my mom undressed me. She told me to go under the shower and, when I did, she opened the water. When I was wet enough, she stopped the water, spread shampoo all over my body and put me under water again. She waited a little bit and then she stopped the water and she wrapped me in a towel and dressed me (probably she had taken a towel and clean clothes when she was inside the house). All the while she kept her small talk with my friends, who just stayed there watching casually as if nothing particularly special was happening.

What's weird is I feel like the most embarrassing part from your retelling isn't that she stripped you (she clearly wasn't having any arguments about it so she just did it) or that she sudsed you (by that point it was clear that was going to happen), but that she felt the need to dress you at the end.

Now that I'm middle aged I tend to forget until I'm reminded that the previous generations seemed to take a much stronger view that their children's habits were a direct reflection on them, which seems to have been a driver here. I used to scoff at that ridiculous statement of "wear clean underwear in case you end up at the hospital, I don't want the doctor to think I don't give you clean clothes" but I realize now that some people really meant it.

Did she really soap all over your body?

[skai0]

Actually, it could have been a lot worse if I am understanding correctly that only your fellow campers in or near the hut saw you stripped naked? What if some families including sisters had happened by?

It was pure chance that that didn't happen. I have been stripped naked in front of girls more times than I can recall.

[skai0]

...But this story is imprinted in me and will always be one of my most sexually arousing memories.

Interesting how humiliation can generate sexual arousal. And how the resulting arousal increases the humiliation.

That's a great experience you had (and apparently still have ).

I always felt like a weirdo for enjoying my memories of humiliation so much, before I realized this is a kink many people have.

[skai0]

What's weird is I feel like the most embarrassing part from your retelling isn't that she stripped you (she clearly wasn't having any arguments about it so she just did it) or that she sudsed you (by that point it was clear that was going to happen), but that she felt the need to dress you at the end.

Why? That's how you wash a baby or a toddler. Strip, wash, dry, dress. My age was way off, otherwise it was a perfectly natural thing to do.

Did she really soap all over your body?

Yes. That's how you treat a baby.

[RaccoonBatteryStaple]

What's weird is I feel like the most embarrassing part from your retelling isn't that she stripped you (she clearly wasn't having any arguments about it so she just did it) or that she sudsed you (by that point it was clear that was going to happen), but that she felt the need to dress you at the end.

Why? That's how you wash a baby or a toddler. Strip, wash, dry, dress.

I dunno, I guess in my head at that age one would be allowed that small amount of dignity.

Did she really soap all over your body?

Yes. That's how you treat a baby.

Did she wash you this way frequently? If so, when did it stop? How did it feel having her hand(s) soaping your boy parts and butt crack?

[skai0]

Did she wash you this way frequently? If so, when did it stop? How did it feel having her hand(s) soaping your boy parts and butt crack?

Interestingly, this was my last public humiliation. The next weekend she also took me for a shower, but this time we went indoors and we used a fully private showerhead. I suspect there may have been a discussion about this between her and my father. Not long after, she stopped washing me altogether.