Re: Worse Than Shameful: No Need For Modesty_New March 20
Posted: Sat Mar 22, 2025 3:17 pm
Worse Than Shameful
Chapter 9. Get a Grip
Just to keep the readers on the right track of what I'm trying to tell them, the old ideas of what is normal for male nudity were changing
when I was young. The nude swimming at the YMCA was over and done with. Clothing companies did tv advertising for boy's swimsuits and
other beach leisure wear, when for many decades boys of all ages were expected to swim in underwear or with nothing on.
Girls were supposed to protect their modesty, their purity, their innocence. The days of ankle length skirts on dresses was gone, but traditional
clothing was required for girls in public. If a girl of around fourteen wore a tank-top or t-shirt without a bra she often was called a slut, a
whore, a tramp. No parent wanted to hear their daughter was seen running around the park with her nipples showing.
You might find this hard to believe, but when my mom was in school in the 70s she saw plenty of Middle School boys and even High School
boys be given a bare bottom spanking in front of the class. The Reagan years of the 1980s, and the rise of the Moral Majority, the return of
a religious fervor changed the culture of the country. Naked punishments for sons was forbidden outside the home. Clothing requirements
popped up on signs at the skater parks and public pools. By the time the 1990's rolled around it was against the law just about everywhere
for anyone of any age to be naked in public.
My mom and other parents like her were resistant to the changing attitudes. Perhaps for years she hoped her two boys would maintain their
carefree attitude about clothes as they became teenagers like I was soon to be. But when Bradley, and to a lesser extent, Chad, started to
wear jeans or shorts around the house instead of their underwear my mom must have become alarmed. When Bradley insisted on keeping
the door to the bathroom closed when he showered, then came out fully dressed in shorts and a t-shirt to go to bed...my mom must have
gotten concerned. "Why are you being so modest?" she asked Bradley one day when he asked mom to leave the room so he could get out of
bed in the morning. "What have you got that I haven't seen many times before?" I heard her ask, then heard my brother respond "I'm not a kid anymore."
Maybe that is what did it. Maybe mom wasn't ready for her boys to grow up and become boring old fuddy duddy men. Maybe it was then that
she hatched a plan to knock the modesty right out of Bradley and Chad before it was too late. Maybe my mom discussed all of this with
her friend Dorthea, and they worked out the idea for the pool party.
The visit over at Dorthea's house had not gone as I expected it would. My two brothers being made to swim naked marked a turning point
in family dynamics. I was amazed, shocked and thrilled by it all. But at the same time I had these doubts about if this was the right thing
to be happening. My older brother sure thought it was all wrong.
* * * * *
I was stunned to say the least. When Delilah grabbed hold of my big brother's dick I was shocked and amazed. Her dare was to make Bradley
pull her across the pool and back, and to use his penis like a towing line. Delilah was the cargo ship, and Bradley had to swim backwards,
his arms and legs doing the elementary backstroke. It wasn't a problem with the arms, but Bradley had to be careful with his kicks. He had
to do a wider type kick as Delilah was dragging along right between his legs. He didn't touch her, and the only thing Delilah held onto was
the penis.
I swam alongside them, easily keeping pace. I wanted to watch up close. Delilah's hand wrapped around kept it mostly covered up,
but when he moved his arms down while kicking, the backward thrust made his penis stretch out to twice the length. The several inches
I could see appeared long and skinny like an eel during these stretched out moments. Then the stroke would pause as the arms came back
up by his head, and the penis shortens up and I could only see the hand with the head sticking out beyond the fingers.
Several times I laughed out loud, but then I looked over toward the white table where the moms were sitting. I saw Dorthea holding up
small bird watching binoculars in one hand, a glass of wine in the other. I thought then 'Who is she to be perving out gawking at my brother
that way'.
I won't lie and say I wasn't having fun, but part of me was disturbed by all of this.
When we all got back to the shallow end steps, my brother stood up. His legs were not the only part of him standing up. The brief moments
of his penis being skinny stretched out was replaced by being stretched out and thick. Bradley's penis had gotten all pumped up during
that tugboat tugging. It was redder and pulsating.
"Give your little sis a tow," Delilah says, and she grabs my hand.
My hand gets pulled right up to Bradley's boner, and without really thinking I wrapped my hand around it.
Chad says, "Really. You too?"
"Me too?.. I don't know about this," I said.
Looking at my brother's face was hard to do. He looked humiliated and upset, and I could feel that emotion surging though my fingers as his
dick throbbed. He was shaking his head, not wanting to do another tugboat ride. Some words distracted us from starting another trip across
the pool. Our mom was shouting at us. It was good news and bad news for Bradley. Mom wanted us to stop what we were doing. But it was
also bad news as well.
"Bring your brother over here. He hasn't gotten his coating of sunscreen yet."
I let go and went up the pool stairs. Bradley follows right behind with Delilah hopping out directly from the side wall.
"You don't have to let go of it. Grab him and bring your brother to us," Dorthea requests as she puts down her binoculars. "You are the leader
my dear little one."
I really didn't want to do it. I didn't want to grab Bradley's penis and pull him along like a kid walking a dog. But I'm only twelve. I do what
the grownups tell me to do. So I grab my brother by the dick again, and I really did have to yank and pull hard to get his feet in motion.
I remember being amazed at how large it felt in my hand, how much it pulsed. It felt so hard, like I was holding a thick stick in my hand, or
a racing baton to be handed off. My mom had this strange sly smile on her face. She was staring at my hand wrapped around her son's
no longer a little boy's manhood. I remember thinking 'If he's this big now...how much bigger will this thing get in another year or two?'
It was my first contact with the male appendage of the erected kind. It was not to be my last encounter.
Chapter 9. Get a Grip
Just to keep the readers on the right track of what I'm trying to tell them, the old ideas of what is normal for male nudity were changing
when I was young. The nude swimming at the YMCA was over and done with. Clothing companies did tv advertising for boy's swimsuits and
other beach leisure wear, when for many decades boys of all ages were expected to swim in underwear or with nothing on.
Girls were supposed to protect their modesty, their purity, their innocence. The days of ankle length skirts on dresses was gone, but traditional
clothing was required for girls in public. If a girl of around fourteen wore a tank-top or t-shirt without a bra she often was called a slut, a
whore, a tramp. No parent wanted to hear their daughter was seen running around the park with her nipples showing.
You might find this hard to believe, but when my mom was in school in the 70s she saw plenty of Middle School boys and even High School
boys be given a bare bottom spanking in front of the class. The Reagan years of the 1980s, and the rise of the Moral Majority, the return of
a religious fervor changed the culture of the country. Naked punishments for sons was forbidden outside the home. Clothing requirements
popped up on signs at the skater parks and public pools. By the time the 1990's rolled around it was against the law just about everywhere
for anyone of any age to be naked in public.
My mom and other parents like her were resistant to the changing attitudes. Perhaps for years she hoped her two boys would maintain their
carefree attitude about clothes as they became teenagers like I was soon to be. But when Bradley, and to a lesser extent, Chad, started to
wear jeans or shorts around the house instead of their underwear my mom must have become alarmed. When Bradley insisted on keeping
the door to the bathroom closed when he showered, then came out fully dressed in shorts and a t-shirt to go to bed...my mom must have
gotten concerned. "Why are you being so modest?" she asked Bradley one day when he asked mom to leave the room so he could get out of
bed in the morning. "What have you got that I haven't seen many times before?" I heard her ask, then heard my brother respond "I'm not a kid anymore."
Maybe that is what did it. Maybe mom wasn't ready for her boys to grow up and become boring old fuddy duddy men. Maybe it was then that
she hatched a plan to knock the modesty right out of Bradley and Chad before it was too late. Maybe my mom discussed all of this with
her friend Dorthea, and they worked out the idea for the pool party.
The visit over at Dorthea's house had not gone as I expected it would. My two brothers being made to swim naked marked a turning point
in family dynamics. I was amazed, shocked and thrilled by it all. But at the same time I had these doubts about if this was the right thing
to be happening. My older brother sure thought it was all wrong.
* * * * *
I was stunned to say the least. When Delilah grabbed hold of my big brother's dick I was shocked and amazed. Her dare was to make Bradley
pull her across the pool and back, and to use his penis like a towing line. Delilah was the cargo ship, and Bradley had to swim backwards,
his arms and legs doing the elementary backstroke. It wasn't a problem with the arms, but Bradley had to be careful with his kicks. He had
to do a wider type kick as Delilah was dragging along right between his legs. He didn't touch her, and the only thing Delilah held onto was
the penis.
I swam alongside them, easily keeping pace. I wanted to watch up close. Delilah's hand wrapped around kept it mostly covered up,
but when he moved his arms down while kicking, the backward thrust made his penis stretch out to twice the length. The several inches
I could see appeared long and skinny like an eel during these stretched out moments. Then the stroke would pause as the arms came back
up by his head, and the penis shortens up and I could only see the hand with the head sticking out beyond the fingers.
Several times I laughed out loud, but then I looked over toward the white table where the moms were sitting. I saw Dorthea holding up
small bird watching binoculars in one hand, a glass of wine in the other. I thought then 'Who is she to be perving out gawking at my brother
that way'.
I won't lie and say I wasn't having fun, but part of me was disturbed by all of this.
When we all got back to the shallow end steps, my brother stood up. His legs were not the only part of him standing up. The brief moments
of his penis being skinny stretched out was replaced by being stretched out and thick. Bradley's penis had gotten all pumped up during
that tugboat tugging. It was redder and pulsating.
"Give your little sis a tow," Delilah says, and she grabs my hand.
My hand gets pulled right up to Bradley's boner, and without really thinking I wrapped my hand around it.
Chad says, "Really. You too?"
"Me too?.. I don't know about this," I said.
Looking at my brother's face was hard to do. He looked humiliated and upset, and I could feel that emotion surging though my fingers as his
dick throbbed. He was shaking his head, not wanting to do another tugboat ride. Some words distracted us from starting another trip across
the pool. Our mom was shouting at us. It was good news and bad news for Bradley. Mom wanted us to stop what we were doing. But it was
also bad news as well.
"Bring your brother over here. He hasn't gotten his coating of sunscreen yet."
I let go and went up the pool stairs. Bradley follows right behind with Delilah hopping out directly from the side wall.
"You don't have to let go of it. Grab him and bring your brother to us," Dorthea requests as she puts down her binoculars. "You are the leader
my dear little one."
I really didn't want to do it. I didn't want to grab Bradley's penis and pull him along like a kid walking a dog. But I'm only twelve. I do what
the grownups tell me to do. So I grab my brother by the dick again, and I really did have to yank and pull hard to get his feet in motion.
I remember being amazed at how large it felt in my hand, how much it pulsed. It felt so hard, like I was holding a thick stick in my hand, or
a racing baton to be handed off. My mom had this strange sly smile on her face. She was staring at my hand wrapped around her son's
no longer a little boy's manhood. I remember thinking 'If he's this big now...how much bigger will this thing get in another year or two?'
It was my first contact with the male appendage of the erected kind. It was not to be my last encounter.