Re: Babysitting
Posted: Tue Feb 10, 2026 7:45 pm
The next part which consists mainly of an explanation of why Jonnie seems to be so embarrassed:
Both Jamie and I decided that we had better just clean up the bathroom and not mess around any more.
Without any of the girls watching us I was less concerned about being naked whilst doing this.
Its true that I did keep glancing across at Jamie, looking at his willy and thinking that I was sure that my willy was a bit biger than his.
Of course I knew that I had a small willy and balls for a boy of my age. I could see that when we had to have showers after PE and all the other boys in my class had bigger willies than me, yes every single one was bigger. And boys being boys, they never stopped making fun of me, especially if I tried to cover up (which I did all the time) when at least 2 of the bullies would force my hands behind my back after they had taken off any clothes that I had managed to put on and attract the attention of all the other boys, pointing out my lack of development.
It was only really this year that I was made to feel that I had such a small willy; at least last year there were about 6 of us that didn't have any pubes and still had 'immature' willies, as Dr Bradford called them, or at least I think she said 'immature genitals' but it doesn't really matter what you call them.
I suppose it was made worse after our school medicals last year when the school doctor wrote to my Mum and Dad suggesting that they made an appointment for me with the adolescent development clinic as I seemed to be a little behind in my physical development.
And so an appointment was made and Mum took me along one day after school.
First of all I had to strip off to just my white y fronts and a young nurse weighed and measured me and then we had to go into Dr Bradford's office. She was an old woman, probably even older than Mum (in reality she was about 45 but at my age she seemed old). She had me stand in front of her with my arms at my side as she looked me up and down and consulted the paper in front of her which had my height and weight as well as my date of birth. She then said to my Mum: "He is quite small for his age. Has he always been small compared to his friends? Does he have any brothers or sisters?" Mum replied: "Yes he has always seemed to be the smallest amongst his friends and is often mistaken for being younger than he is. He has a younger sister, who is almost as tall as him and he sees his cousins regularly and they are bigger than him, even the younger ones."
I know I must have been going beet red with this conversation which was all about me but I was being ignored.
I was just day dreaming, tryiing to think of anything rather than the position I was in and the discussion about me. Thus I was totally unprepared for Dr Bradford to lean in towards me and grip hold of the waistband of my pants and pull them straight down. Of course I immediately put both of my hands over my middle to cover my willy.
"Now now Jonnie," said Dr Bradford, "I need to look at all of you, and believe me it won't be anything I haven't seen before," she said with a bit of a smile towards my Mum.
"Ah, yes, I thought as much, turn around Jonnie so that your Mother can see," she said as she guided me so that I was facing my Mum with Dr Bradford at my side.
She then looked straight at my willy and said to my Mum: "You can see that his penis is more the size that we would expect to see on a boy who has yet to start puberty. This small size would be more common on a boy of 9 or 10. I would suspect that for Jonnie, puberty hasn't kicked in yet." She then gripped the tip of my penis between her thumb and first finger and lifted it up and said: "Similarly his testicles remain very small."
"Yes I see Doctor," said my Mum, leaning forward so that she was only about a foot away from me, staring intently at my balls and willy.
"I haven't seen him without clothes on since I stopped bathing him when he was about 8 or 9 and he became very shy about being seen naked. But I think his willy, sorry his penis, looks about the same size that I remember it being at that age. If it hadn't been for the school medical with concerns about his growth, I would never have known," said my Mum.
"I'm sure its nothing to worry about but we do need to monitor his development or you may never become a grandmother," she joked to my Mum.
"Around 3 or 4% of boys don't start puberty until they are 16 and almost all of them reach maturation by the time they are 21, so we still have plenty of time. I will arrange to have him seen here at the clinic so we can monitor him and if necessary, which I don't think it will be, I can prescribe some hormone injections which will kick start puberty for him. For today we just need to take some careful measurements so that we can start the monitoring.
So Jonnie if you can just get up onto the bench there and lay down for me. You can hand your pants to your Mother," Dr Bradford said.
I took my pants off and handed them to Mum and walked across to the bench and sat on it. Dr Bradford told me to lay flat down and put my hands behind my head. She then moved a lamp attached to the wall behind the bench, turned it on and shone it directly at my willy. She then pulled up 2 chairs and asked my Mum to sit on one whilst she took the other one so that both of them were less than 2 feet from my willy and both were staring at it; so embarrassing.
"I will talk through what I'm doing so that you have a good understanding of what developments we expect to see," Dr Bradford said to my Mum. "We will always send you a copy of the results so that you can also watch his progress," she added.
She placed a notebook and pen down on the bench and then took a ruler and placed it alongside my willy, pushing into the bit just above it. "If you just lean forward you will be able to see the length of his penis. I always like to have at least 2 people here to record this to make sure we are accurate. I will write down the length here and then ask you to tell me what length you can see," said Dr Bradford as she leaned right over me so that I could feel her breath on my willy. I was sure it was going to be pretty small because I was so embarrassed that I was sure it had shrunk.
She sat back up and wrote something in her notebook and said to my Mum: "Here, take my place and just hold the ruler and tell me what length his penis is." Mum's face was no more than two inches from my willy with her hand virtually touching it as she held the ruler alongside. "I make it 1 and seven eighths of an inch to its tip,"she said. "Excellent, that's exactly what I have written," said Dr Bradford, showing Mum her notebook. "And its a good point that you make about measuring to the tip. When we measure a flacid penis we do measure right to the tip and, of course, if the boy is not circumcised then that will be to the end of his foreskin. In Jonnie's case, as you can see, his foreskin does extend a little beyond his glans, the little pucker adding perhaps almost a quarter of an inch but so long as we have carefully documented that fact then it is not an issue. I don't have time now but on his next visit we will ensure that there is a very accurate description along with some detailed photographs. Rest assured, it is a thorough procedure," said Dr Bradford, leaning forward and squeezing the very tip of my penis, just to make the point about my foreskin.
"Lets now move on to examine his testicles," said Dr Bradford. She lifted my willy up and put her hand under my balls as if she was weighing them. She then rolled each one between her fingers and then made some notes and sat back down. "We will need to conduct a more thorough examination next time, using the Tanner scale but I can immediately tell that Jonnie here has what we call 'immature genitals'. I'm sure as you look at his testicles you can see exactly why they are so referred," said Dr Bradford to Mum. She then turned to me saying: "Well Jonnie this is going to be an interesting journey for you. You will be seen in the clinic once a month and we will monitor progress. I'm sure you can come here by yourself after school as your Mother and Father are busy and you are big enough to be here without them."
Turning back to Mum she said: "This is a very interesting case and I will take a very personal interest in it. Of course either you or your husband is always welcome here but after this first visit it is not strictly necessary. All of our nurses and other staff are very well qualified and we work as a team.
I have almost finished this initial assement today, just one more part of the examination," She then turned to me and said: "tell me Jonnie, do you have any soreness when you pull back your foreskin; I do presume that you have been taught to do that to wash under it?"
This was so embarrassing, especially in front of Mum, but I mumbled: "no, its fine."
Without further discussion Dr Bradford just gripped my willy and pulled my foreskin back as far as it would go. She then peered at my willy, rubbing her finger across the tip and squeezing it, saying she wanted to look at the pee hole (she didn't call it that of course). She then pulled the foreskin back over the end of my willy and said she wanted to see that it wasn't too tight as she said that could cause problems for me. So she then pulled it back again saying she needed to feel for any little bumps in the tip of my willy.
Mum leaned in close so she could watch too. I thought I'd die of embarrassment. With one hand Dr Bradford held my foreskin back and then she rubbed one finger all around the tip of my willy, with both of them staring at it. But then, oh no, I could feel that I was going to get a stiffy.
"Please stop," I mumbled as I tried to move, "um, I don't know what's happening to my willy but I can't help it, please."
"Don't worry Jonnie," said Dr Bradford, "an erection is perfectly normal for a young boy. Indeed it is a very good indication that there is nothing seriously wrong with you, just that you are a little behind in your development. We haven't got time to explore this now but I'm sure we'll return to it on your next visit to the clinic."
Indeed that was so.
But I now needed to concentrate on finishing the bathroom cleaning so that I could avoid any further embarrassment in front of the girls.
Both Jamie and I decided that we had better just clean up the bathroom and not mess around any more.
Without any of the girls watching us I was less concerned about being naked whilst doing this.
Its true that I did keep glancing across at Jamie, looking at his willy and thinking that I was sure that my willy was a bit biger than his.
Of course I knew that I had a small willy and balls for a boy of my age. I could see that when we had to have showers after PE and all the other boys in my class had bigger willies than me, yes every single one was bigger. And boys being boys, they never stopped making fun of me, especially if I tried to cover up (which I did all the time) when at least 2 of the bullies would force my hands behind my back after they had taken off any clothes that I had managed to put on and attract the attention of all the other boys, pointing out my lack of development.
It was only really this year that I was made to feel that I had such a small willy; at least last year there were about 6 of us that didn't have any pubes and still had 'immature' willies, as Dr Bradford called them, or at least I think she said 'immature genitals' but it doesn't really matter what you call them.
I suppose it was made worse after our school medicals last year when the school doctor wrote to my Mum and Dad suggesting that they made an appointment for me with the adolescent development clinic as I seemed to be a little behind in my physical development.
And so an appointment was made and Mum took me along one day after school.
First of all I had to strip off to just my white y fronts and a young nurse weighed and measured me and then we had to go into Dr Bradford's office. She was an old woman, probably even older than Mum (in reality she was about 45 but at my age she seemed old). She had me stand in front of her with my arms at my side as she looked me up and down and consulted the paper in front of her which had my height and weight as well as my date of birth. She then said to my Mum: "He is quite small for his age. Has he always been small compared to his friends? Does he have any brothers or sisters?" Mum replied: "Yes he has always seemed to be the smallest amongst his friends and is often mistaken for being younger than he is. He has a younger sister, who is almost as tall as him and he sees his cousins regularly and they are bigger than him, even the younger ones."
I know I must have been going beet red with this conversation which was all about me but I was being ignored.
I was just day dreaming, tryiing to think of anything rather than the position I was in and the discussion about me. Thus I was totally unprepared for Dr Bradford to lean in towards me and grip hold of the waistband of my pants and pull them straight down. Of course I immediately put both of my hands over my middle to cover my willy.
"Now now Jonnie," said Dr Bradford, "I need to look at all of you, and believe me it won't be anything I haven't seen before," she said with a bit of a smile towards my Mum.
"Ah, yes, I thought as much, turn around Jonnie so that your Mother can see," she said as she guided me so that I was facing my Mum with Dr Bradford at my side.
She then looked straight at my willy and said to my Mum: "You can see that his penis is more the size that we would expect to see on a boy who has yet to start puberty. This small size would be more common on a boy of 9 or 10. I would suspect that for Jonnie, puberty hasn't kicked in yet." She then gripped the tip of my penis between her thumb and first finger and lifted it up and said: "Similarly his testicles remain very small."
"Yes I see Doctor," said my Mum, leaning forward so that she was only about a foot away from me, staring intently at my balls and willy.
"I haven't seen him without clothes on since I stopped bathing him when he was about 8 or 9 and he became very shy about being seen naked. But I think his willy, sorry his penis, looks about the same size that I remember it being at that age. If it hadn't been for the school medical with concerns about his growth, I would never have known," said my Mum.
"I'm sure its nothing to worry about but we do need to monitor his development or you may never become a grandmother," she joked to my Mum.
"Around 3 or 4% of boys don't start puberty until they are 16 and almost all of them reach maturation by the time they are 21, so we still have plenty of time. I will arrange to have him seen here at the clinic so we can monitor him and if necessary, which I don't think it will be, I can prescribe some hormone injections which will kick start puberty for him. For today we just need to take some careful measurements so that we can start the monitoring.
So Jonnie if you can just get up onto the bench there and lay down for me. You can hand your pants to your Mother," Dr Bradford said.
I took my pants off and handed them to Mum and walked across to the bench and sat on it. Dr Bradford told me to lay flat down and put my hands behind my head. She then moved a lamp attached to the wall behind the bench, turned it on and shone it directly at my willy. She then pulled up 2 chairs and asked my Mum to sit on one whilst she took the other one so that both of them were less than 2 feet from my willy and both were staring at it; so embarrassing.
"I will talk through what I'm doing so that you have a good understanding of what developments we expect to see," Dr Bradford said to my Mum. "We will always send you a copy of the results so that you can also watch his progress," she added.
She placed a notebook and pen down on the bench and then took a ruler and placed it alongside my willy, pushing into the bit just above it. "If you just lean forward you will be able to see the length of his penis. I always like to have at least 2 people here to record this to make sure we are accurate. I will write down the length here and then ask you to tell me what length you can see," said Dr Bradford as she leaned right over me so that I could feel her breath on my willy. I was sure it was going to be pretty small because I was so embarrassed that I was sure it had shrunk.
She sat back up and wrote something in her notebook and said to my Mum: "Here, take my place and just hold the ruler and tell me what length his penis is." Mum's face was no more than two inches from my willy with her hand virtually touching it as she held the ruler alongside. "I make it 1 and seven eighths of an inch to its tip,"she said. "Excellent, that's exactly what I have written," said Dr Bradford, showing Mum her notebook. "And its a good point that you make about measuring to the tip. When we measure a flacid penis we do measure right to the tip and, of course, if the boy is not circumcised then that will be to the end of his foreskin. In Jonnie's case, as you can see, his foreskin does extend a little beyond his glans, the little pucker adding perhaps almost a quarter of an inch but so long as we have carefully documented that fact then it is not an issue. I don't have time now but on his next visit we will ensure that there is a very accurate description along with some detailed photographs. Rest assured, it is a thorough procedure," said Dr Bradford, leaning forward and squeezing the very tip of my penis, just to make the point about my foreskin.
"Lets now move on to examine his testicles," said Dr Bradford. She lifted my willy up and put her hand under my balls as if she was weighing them. She then rolled each one between her fingers and then made some notes and sat back down. "We will need to conduct a more thorough examination next time, using the Tanner scale but I can immediately tell that Jonnie here has what we call 'immature genitals'. I'm sure as you look at his testicles you can see exactly why they are so referred," said Dr Bradford to Mum. She then turned to me saying: "Well Jonnie this is going to be an interesting journey for you. You will be seen in the clinic once a month and we will monitor progress. I'm sure you can come here by yourself after school as your Mother and Father are busy and you are big enough to be here without them."
Turning back to Mum she said: "This is a very interesting case and I will take a very personal interest in it. Of course either you or your husband is always welcome here but after this first visit it is not strictly necessary. All of our nurses and other staff are very well qualified and we work as a team.
I have almost finished this initial assement today, just one more part of the examination," She then turned to me and said: "tell me Jonnie, do you have any soreness when you pull back your foreskin; I do presume that you have been taught to do that to wash under it?"
This was so embarrassing, especially in front of Mum, but I mumbled: "no, its fine."
Without further discussion Dr Bradford just gripped my willy and pulled my foreskin back as far as it would go. She then peered at my willy, rubbing her finger across the tip and squeezing it, saying she wanted to look at the pee hole (she didn't call it that of course). She then pulled the foreskin back over the end of my willy and said she wanted to see that it wasn't too tight as she said that could cause problems for me. So she then pulled it back again saying she needed to feel for any little bumps in the tip of my willy.
Mum leaned in close so she could watch too. I thought I'd die of embarrassment. With one hand Dr Bradford held my foreskin back and then she rubbed one finger all around the tip of my willy, with both of them staring at it. But then, oh no, I could feel that I was going to get a stiffy.
"Please stop," I mumbled as I tried to move, "um, I don't know what's happening to my willy but I can't help it, please."
"Don't worry Jonnie," said Dr Bradford, "an erection is perfectly normal for a young boy. Indeed it is a very good indication that there is nothing seriously wrong with you, just that you are a little behind in your development. We haven't got time to explore this now but I'm sure we'll return to it on your next visit to the clinic."
Indeed that was so.
But I now needed to concentrate on finishing the bathroom cleaning so that I could avoid any further embarrassment in front of the girls.
