Showing more than I wanted to! (4/4 added 10 March)
Posted: Wed Oct 07, 2020 11:07 am
#1 Joining the boys in my undies
This happened to me in the 90s so you’ve got to picture a time with no internet or cell phones. I was at the peak of my sexual awakening and like many youngsters found the blurred lines of cousin games my first real life lessons.
It was a blistering hot summer and we were dirt poor. We were a big family although not all directly related with cousins of cousins and fake cousins (where you call your mum's close friends Aunty but don’t realise until your older that they aren't really your blood) mixing the confusion to complex levels. Us teens mostly stayed at each other's houses all day and often over night depending on whose parents worked nights to loosely keep an eye on us should an emergency happen. I was one of the few girls in my age range and this was the first real year boys had hit my radar, oh and how they had like a swarm of bombers.
Sometimes when we lazed around the houses especially in this unbearable heat the boys would strip off to their boxers and vest sometimes even just their boxers! I remember my eyes slipping to them often, especially Derek and George who were slightly older than me and well tanned and muscled. I tried not to stare or make it too obvious but I was drawn to them, my heart racing with naughty thoughts of their exposure in private garments.
One day when the heat was as oppressive as a dictatorship, I had purposefully worn jeans and casually stripped them off along with the boys declaring it too hot as we sat around playing Sega. I was trying to stay casual as I did it but inside my heart thudded and sparks shot to my most sensitive regions. I was wearing super boring plain white knickers by design trying to keep my innocence and play along with their “Just family no one cares” attitude.
My greatest fears from both ends of the spectrum were as follows: Firstly they would make a big deal about it, after all I was a girl in a room of boys exposing my underwear, if they broke the unwritten spell it would be all over as with many such boundaries and explorations. My other fear however was that they wouldn't care! I needed with a perverted, unexplainable, lust for them to see me as a woman, to sneak peeks, to blush. I was somewhat underdeveloped for my age so dreaded them actually seeing me as a kid.
However to my pleasure they did see me. Try as they might to keep it casual as not to spook me in hopes of seeing more they tried to hide their sideways glances or outright staring when I was facing the other way, I caught many an open oggle in mirrors or other reflective surfaces. The way the boys sat most intrigued me however as I quickly realised they hid boners often when I first stripped off.
I went home that night and found my panties sodden and my private area sensitive to my nervous touch. Such extacy I found and knew I needed more.
From there my adventures grew, not everyday much to the boys disappointment, but I noticed they would strip off more often trying to get me to do the same. As my confidence grew we danced around our silly game boys and me oggleing each other, teasing without ever admitting it. I mostly kept myself covered with blankets or throws even while undressed giving them brief teasing flashes of my underwear but no more. I often had a blanket or similar covering loosely draped about myself as I pretended to lounge around with them.
When the day was going to be hot I would wake up shaking with excitement as I chose my underwear to show off that particular day. I would tease the boys not stripping off for a good while while they hinted at how hot it was and stripped off themselves. I would always pretend to look away as a slipped my shorts or jeans down letting the boy’s hungry eyes dart to see what I was wearing that day. The motion of undressing always brought about their stiffies as I pretended not to notice but secretly delighted in making them feel uncomfortable and trying to catch a peak at the tenting of the undies.
Slowly I moved onto stripping to a crop vest and even a few times into a sort of crop bra, although this I mostly kept covered as despite my actions that were driven by lust I was horribly shy about their lack of size. The moments of vulnerability took my breath away and every now and then I would purposefully expose myself to the boys by letting the blankets slip or pretending to bend to pick something up letting them see my knickers in their entirety for more than a second.
This happened to me in the 90s so you’ve got to picture a time with no internet or cell phones. I was at the peak of my sexual awakening and like many youngsters found the blurred lines of cousin games my first real life lessons.
It was a blistering hot summer and we were dirt poor. We were a big family although not all directly related with cousins of cousins and fake cousins (where you call your mum's close friends Aunty but don’t realise until your older that they aren't really your blood) mixing the confusion to complex levels. Us teens mostly stayed at each other's houses all day and often over night depending on whose parents worked nights to loosely keep an eye on us should an emergency happen. I was one of the few girls in my age range and this was the first real year boys had hit my radar, oh and how they had like a swarm of bombers.
Sometimes when we lazed around the houses especially in this unbearable heat the boys would strip off to their boxers and vest sometimes even just their boxers! I remember my eyes slipping to them often, especially Derek and George who were slightly older than me and well tanned and muscled. I tried not to stare or make it too obvious but I was drawn to them, my heart racing with naughty thoughts of their exposure in private garments.
One day when the heat was as oppressive as a dictatorship, I had purposefully worn jeans and casually stripped them off along with the boys declaring it too hot as we sat around playing Sega. I was trying to stay casual as I did it but inside my heart thudded and sparks shot to my most sensitive regions. I was wearing super boring plain white knickers by design trying to keep my innocence and play along with their “Just family no one cares” attitude.
My greatest fears from both ends of the spectrum were as follows: Firstly they would make a big deal about it, after all I was a girl in a room of boys exposing my underwear, if they broke the unwritten spell it would be all over as with many such boundaries and explorations. My other fear however was that they wouldn't care! I needed with a perverted, unexplainable, lust for them to see me as a woman, to sneak peeks, to blush. I was somewhat underdeveloped for my age so dreaded them actually seeing me as a kid.
However to my pleasure they did see me. Try as they might to keep it casual as not to spook me in hopes of seeing more they tried to hide their sideways glances or outright staring when I was facing the other way, I caught many an open oggle in mirrors or other reflective surfaces. The way the boys sat most intrigued me however as I quickly realised they hid boners often when I first stripped off.
I went home that night and found my panties sodden and my private area sensitive to my nervous touch. Such extacy I found and knew I needed more.
From there my adventures grew, not everyday much to the boys disappointment, but I noticed they would strip off more often trying to get me to do the same. As my confidence grew we danced around our silly game boys and me oggleing each other, teasing without ever admitting it. I mostly kept myself covered with blankets or throws even while undressed giving them brief teasing flashes of my underwear but no more. I often had a blanket or similar covering loosely draped about myself as I pretended to lounge around with them.
When the day was going to be hot I would wake up shaking with excitement as I chose my underwear to show off that particular day. I would tease the boys not stripping off for a good while while they hinted at how hot it was and stripped off themselves. I would always pretend to look away as a slipped my shorts or jeans down letting the boy’s hungry eyes dart to see what I was wearing that day. The motion of undressing always brought about their stiffies as I pretended not to notice but secretly delighted in making them feel uncomfortable and trying to catch a peak at the tenting of the undies.
Slowly I moved onto stripping to a crop vest and even a few times into a sort of crop bra, although this I mostly kept covered as despite my actions that were driven by lust I was horribly shy about their lack of size. The moments of vulnerability took my breath away and every now and then I would purposefully expose myself to the boys by letting the blankets slip or pretending to bend to pick something up letting them see my knickers in their entirety for more than a second.