A Late Night Peek

[CarolineT]

Our family celebrated one Christmas together with relatives at their big, old house in upstate New York. It was an old house with doors that didn’t quite close tightly and there were gaps. I was 11 years old and slept with my cousin Connie next to her brother’s room. His name was Larry, Connie’s brother, and he was 14 years old at this time. There was a door between the rooms, it was late and I could see the light on in Larry’s room through the door gap. I couldn’t sleep but Connie was snoring so I went to the door gap to peek into Larry’s room.

I was so nervous especially when I peeked through the gap and saw Larry, naked from the waist down looking at a magazine and masturbating. I was so nervous I was quivering with emotion and excitement and afraid of getting caught so I went back to bed. But I was so excited I wanted to keep looking. Connie was completely asleep so I got up enough courage to peek again and he was still masturbating. His room was brightly lit and I could see everything. He was very focused on the magazine and suddenly had an orgasm with his sperm squirting onto his pajama top. Then he got up from his bed to clean up I guess and I got really nervous about getting found out so I went back to bed. In a few minutes Larry’s light went out, as I noticed through the gaps. I couldn’t sleep much that night thinking about what I had seen and I was sort of embarrassed seeing Larry the next day but he wasn’t aware that I had seen him and he never found out.

[NickTwisp]

Indeed, that would have been a strange feeling to see 14-year-old Larry fully dressed the next day, knowing you had seen his penis vividly. Wonder what his reaction would have been if you had just sort of hinted at what you had seen? It could have ranged from withdrawn embarrassment to overt anger that you were peeking on him. Depends on his personality.

[CarolineT]

Overt anger would have been the most likely reaction by Larry and that’s exactly why I kept it secret but also because I would have been embarrassed that I had peeked at him. I would have been extremely embarrassed if I had gotten caught for example if Connie had awakened and found me peeking at her brother through the door slit. I just enjoyed the view and kept it to myself. I’ve enjoyed the memory ever since.

[CinnabarSunset]

Wow - sounds like an intense experience for you. I assume it was your first time seeing a guy work on himself like that. At his age, being caught in the act like that would have been beyond embarrassing for me (if I'd found out about the peeper). On the flip side, if I'd been the one peeking, I think it would have become one of my fondest memories... albeit a guilty one too, perhaps.

Then he got up from his bed to clean up I guess and I got really nervous about getting found out so I went back to bed.

So apparently he was on his bed - was he sitting upright? Or lying flat on his back? Were you able to see everything in satisfactory detail?

Also, given your age at the time, I have to wonder: was this before or after your own exposure event with other extended family?