Stories are a form of expressing, making others feel our emotions and many more. Alot of people in this world read and simply have some fun.
But here, we have a certain type of niche stories. Are these stories that we all connect to tell somenthing about ourselves? Some sort of love that we all miss in our real life that we seek in fantasies? It's not just now but i asked this same question for many ages because i feel left out in this world. The attention i got as a child, i don't get it anymore. Is it a way of me expressing that in the form of story writing? Just want to know why all those great writer do it? Maybe it might give me clarity on my life?
right now, i am lost, alone, sad, and feels that i can never find the sort of bond that i deeply seek.not that i am bad looking to find love. I get approached by girls sometimes and they consider me as good looking, well behaved and good person but i reject myself before they do. thinking they wouldn't like me. A girl proposed me (i was not interested anyways) but i also felt like she didn't like me too. If she did like me the way i want, then i would figure out by the way she treats me. She saw me as someone of really high standard and Mr.perfect. i hated that image of me and when people like me for something like that where i never aim to become someone but rather just be myself, someone who lives in present and loves to do or learn things because it's simply fun. I wish someone falls for my michevious, playful, free sprited part of me because that is what i am usually. The stories i write sometimes makes me realise the sort of love i am seeking. So, my answer to my own question is this, i write stories to express the sort of love, i want to feel. Not literally but it feels like, when a girl humiliates me, it feels like she does it because she wants to spend time with me, she cares about my reaction and not on my actions because she is the action herself. When i am with her, i simply want to relax and be reaction. I would love her back somtimes with actions and she could be the reaction which i simply love. It might be mutual. Or sometimes we both just spend time in building a beautiful life together. Ig this sort of love is just possible in stories. A sort of love where no one have to worry about validating the other person. It is more like selfless love but not entirely. I said it is not entirely selfless is because both entities actually love spending time with the other but for no reason. So, they are selfish in a way but that itself is showed in selfless way (hard to explain here what i mean maybe
) A girl or a boy, when they love another person not for any particular reason but still.enjoys every second of their company, is it even possible? If yes, why am i not finding it? Anyways, i am not asking answers to those questions. I simply want to understand, is everyone similar to me? Do they write stories to express some sort of feeling that they think is missing in their life?