I found this dress online for my 21st birthday but when I ordered what I thought was my size it was too big, so I decided to return it and get the same dress just one size down. I finally got the new dress in the mail the day before my 21st and when I tried it on I saw it was a little smaller than I expected but I thought it was still doable. It was a little too short on me and the neckline was stretched a little far down but I thought hey I went through all this hassle to get it and it looked great on me and you only turn 21 once. Well needless to say I got super drunk the hours before midnight and when my friends (two female friends and my female roommate and her bf) finally got me in the car to the bars I was stumbling. In the process of getting out of the car one of my tits actually popped out of the dress but I'm pretty sure no one saw but my friends (I would have been mortified about my roommates bf seeing my tit but the story gets worse). I barely remember anything that happened inside the bar (apparently I flirted with some guys pretty heavily but very sloppily
) but I was so drunk we didn't stay long and when I stumbled out of the bar I fell and everyone outside saw my ass in a thong... My roommates bf picked me up and carried me to the uber but my ass was out the whole time I was in his arms... Finally we get home and I instantly run to the bathroom and start to puke you only turn 21 once okay I stay on the bathroom floor puking for a while but not very carefully and soon I can barely even get off the floor my head is spinning and I'm covered in my own vomit. My two friends were trying to keep up with me and are passed out drunk themselves but my roommate and her bf come to check on me and see I'm really not doing well and they DECIDE TO BATHE ME I guess I was refusing to get in bed bc of the vomit on me and that I didn't object to them bathing me but I was so drunk my roommate couldn't do it herself and her bf had to help strip me and put my nude body in the tub. My roommate did the washing but her bf watched. Once I was clean she toweled me dry and her bf lifted me and carried me to my bed. I woke up still nude the next day wondering wtf happened until they told me everything. I was mortified everyone saw my ass at the bar but my roommates bf getting to stare at every part of me is much worse. And I'm sure he had to touch me in intimate places to move me too. Ofc I felt violated but they love me and just thought they were doing the best thing for me so I forgave them. And ofc they don't know this but (maybe due to some early life experiences) I really love enf so I have touched myself to this night countless times. Just thinking about it gives me such incredibly intense complex feelings. Writing this has left my head swimming and butterflies in my stomach going crazy and ofc feelings a little further down too. Anyway I threw the dress out lol