I would love to be able to go back to that situation and that scene, without the crushing ENM shyness that I felt at the time, but instead with my present CFNM loving mindset.
I would undress and proudly stand naked for her, letting her see me completely naked, looking at my willy, and enjoy her looking at me. It would have been great to have her remain in the bathroom, kneel down by the bath, and watch me as I bathed, perhaps take her top off in case she got splashed - thereby revealing her naked breasts, (Thinking: yes, my tits are out, but I certainly don’t want to get my clothes splashed, plus, this young man seems quite oblivious and perfectly comfortable with his own nakedness and willy exposure, so why don’t I just do this, and get my tits out, he won't mind, he won't be bothered by any of it. I’d quite enjoy getting my tits out and letting him see them, I think he might just enjoy seeing my tits too! - why not?).
I would have loved for her to make me stand up and lather me all up and touch my privates, and clean thoroughly under my foreskin, with long slow whole cock length soapy hand slides up and down my fully erect cock.
I would thoroughly enjoy being dried, enjoy having my foreskin pulled back and the head of my willy inspected, and thoroughly enjoy having moisturiser cream applied to my private parts by this very lovely young lady.
It would have been wonderful to have got a full erection, and to see her reaction to it; ‘Oooh, your willy’s gone all nice and big, how lovely, you're such a good boy!'
It would have been a joy to have her apply the moisturiser cream along the whole length of my fully erect penis and all over my big purple shiny head.
It would have been wonderful to be completely and utterly under her deliciously wicked control as she moisturises me to the point where she makes me ejaculate, to see her reaction to me ejaculating; ‘Oooh, you’ve ejaculated, how lovely, you’re such a clever boy!’……
But, I was just too shy at the time to enjoy any of it, and, only now, do I appreciate what good fun it could have all been……. I didn’t even get a stiffie!
As a non-shy grown-up now, this scenario has now become a firm favourite which I now very much enjoy recreating and playing out to the full with female partners and acquaintances.
(I may detail how this all came about, in another post.... Needless to say 'if you don't ask, you don't get!)
I find it thrilling to role play the young innocent boy who has got nothing to hide and has no shame or shyness, and has the older female matriarch who makes me take all of my clothes off, enjoys seeing me naked, bathes me, takes her top off, pulls my foreskin back and washes the head of my cock, rejoices in the fact that an erection has developed, dries me, moisturises me, enjoys the fact that I’ve got a full erection; ‘Oooh, your willy’s gone all big, how lovely’, your such a good boy!, and continues to moisturise me until I come; ‘Oooh, you’ve ejaculated, how lovely, you’re such a clever boy!’. We do the whole fantasy scenario! (I am certain that these female partners and aquantancies really enjoy playing the matriarch role and dominating an innocent young boy. Perhaps they wish that it had happened to them when they were 17 and the boy was 11).
I had one partner, who knew of the event where I was bathed by my friend’s step-mother (and the inspection of under my foreskin), but she doesn’t know the full extent of my kink (and my love of the ‘whole managed’ bathing scene described above), but, although she would not engage in playing the full bathing role, she was happy to, and quite liked, to enact the ‘inspection under my foreskin’ part after I’ve had a bath……..
(That was the best bit!)……
I would present myself to her wearing only a towelling dressing gown straight after a bath. She would say ‘Come here, let me see if you’ve washed under your foreskin’. I would have to stand in front of her and have her open the front of my dressing gown, and present her with my exposed genitals, she would take my willy into her hand, pull my foreskin all of the way back, and she would look closely around the head of my cock. She would say ‘Well done, that’s lovely and clean’, and smile at me sweetly. And if I’d been good, deserved a treat, and she was feeling ‘fruity’, she would give my cock a little suck! That was always especially nice!
Furthermore, I would love for this to have all happened in a room with other girls in, and have them watch the inspection. Is that too twisted?
Anyone else got any tales of being bathed by women, and 'purved up' please?