First time being pantsed in school

[Odaxunauyh]

When I was 9-10 years old, I was bullied by some other boys in class. I was a shy, quiet and introvert kid, tall but lanky and definitely not athletic, so I was an easy target to teasing and taunting. But this was the first time the bully truly get physical.

At first, two stronger kids shoved me into the ground, then one hold my hands while other pulled my pants down. They success pulled both my pants to my thigh, reveal my private part to a lot of students watching, both boys and girls. But I fought back harder than they thought, managed to free my hands and pulled my pants up. But during the tugs of war with the boy who pulled my pants down, a rip happened at the crotch of my pants, and although I managed to pulled my pants up, my penis is still visible through the rip if I walked with stride.

I remember my eyes wet with tears, but more from anger than fear or embarrassment. The humiliation of being beaten is much larger than of being exposed at this point to me, so instead of covered up and sit down to hide, I jumped directly to the one who pantsed my, and started fought like a feral animal. I do not even punch or kick, I just scratching and biting. I think at this point it was him that scare after being bited by me, and others students had to pull me out.

After that, I walk home, with the anger rush to my head enough to somehow make me immune to feeling embarrassment. Many students saw my private part exposed that day, but none seem want to tease the boy that had his eyes red from tears and rage, dirt all over his face and foamy saliva around his bleeding mouth.