What brought you here? How long have you had this kink? Have you always, or did you have an experience?

[Xirix7]

During my lifetime since about 14 years old, I have became - through my IRL events and afterward my fantasies - interested in naked humiliation including ENF and SPH. I'm turned on by nudity against someone's will - forced nudity of some kind. This is one of the only places that allows one to explore this at the correct early age of early through late teens. I was amazed at how many others share my same fetish interest.

[rt190]

Like most others on here, I have had some accidental and forced exposure incidents as a kid and teen. They didn't always involve full nudity as even being seen in my underpants, pajamas while others were fully clothed or even shorts while everyone else was in long pants (and I am in the US, this isn't a UK school boy thing), made me feel exposed, vulnerable and self conscious. It wasn't just being exposed, but being exposed while others weren't or feeling like I was being treated like a baby or little boy. For example if I was changing for gym and everyone was getting changed, it was no big deal. But at the doctor's office getting my temperature taken or a shot, getting spanked, especially with others watching or when forced to try on pants at the department store, that is what triggered the intense feelings.
Add to all that the fact that my puberty was significantly delayed and as a result being treated younger than I was, it creates a lot for me to process. Somewhere in there is a bit of SPH (and jealousy of those bigger than me) as I I'm all too aware of how small I am in the male equipment department , it all adds up. Because even today I dread going to the doctor and letting him see how tiny I am.

[Namb]

All I know is that I had CFNM fantasies for most of my life starting with early school years.

I grew up in a female dominated society: Brooklyn, 1950's. On the surface it did not seem like that. But the older boys played in the street: the actual blacktop. You had to be good to be picked to play. This means you had to at least be older. What was left on the sidewalks were boys about 4-10 years of age and girls about 4-14 years of age. By sheer numbers and seniority, the girls ruled.

Also having older girls looking over the younger children was a child care arrangement approved by most mothers on the block, so they backed up the authority of the girls.

One of the earlier CFNM experiences had to do with "the alley." When you are a kid and playing, the worst thing that could happen is if you had to "go in" to use the bathroom. If it were close to lunch or dinner, you might not get back out. Also, it interrupted the flow of play.

For girls, there were no options. For boys there was the alley. If a little boy needed to go to the bathroom, the head girl would designate someone to take him to the alleyway to make pee. This someone was almost always another girl. Often, younger girls would "tag along." There probably was not a girl on the block who did not know what boys looked like before she started school.

Even older boys used the alleyway, but they turned their backs to the street when they did it, but any girl walking by knew what the boy was doing. I do not recall being taken to the alleyway by the girls, although I did use it when I got older.

Then every single person in authority was female. There was mom, of course. Most kids back then had a father present, but he worked outside the house and didn't have as much visibility as mom. My family was typical" mom was responsible for on the spot discipline.

At school, every teacher was a woman (it is still mostly this way at the grade school level) and in my case, it was worse: NUNS! We were rewarded for penmanship, reading, rote memorization and cooperation - skills at which girls generally do better than boys. Use of large muscle groups and competition - boy skills - were discouraged in the classroom.

100% of the babysitters during that era were girls and they made better money than boys who did menial jobs. Add to this that girls mature faster than boys, meaning that they were bigger and more powerful until post-puberty, and you get a completely different picture of which gender dominated the street.

I thought the whole thing about girls being in power to be unfair. This transformed into a fetish to being under control of girls. I did not have real world experiences with CFNM that I could recall, but I did write a number of stories about it as sort of therapy to "get it out of my system."