family humiliation caused by this website

[Dotka]

To give you some context: I’m a 20-year-old guy from Mexico. I’ve posted a couple of stories on this forum before; the last one was a summary of what it was like to be punished in more rural towns—my own experiences of being whipped, stripped naked, or even having chili rubbed on my private parts to teach me a lesson. Well, following that post, I received some private messages that made me recall those punishments and delve deeper into specific incidents that had actually been photographed. Right now, those embarrassing photos are in the possession of my sister (on her phone), my aunt (also on her phone), and my mother (on a digital camera). I even think my younger cousin—who’s about 17 now—has one on her phone, though I haven't confirmed that yet. Anyway, thanks to those private messages, I worked up the courage to talk to my sister about it. She didn't share any photos, but she did recall the times she witnessed my punishments and laughed about them. She mentioned her favorite memory: a time I was punished while naked, complaining because my penis hurt and hopping around from side to side. She laughed so hard she couldn't even finish telling me how funny she found it. Anyway, I spoke to her about this almost a week ago—on the 14th of the month. Unfortunately for me, we had a family gathering the very next day (Mexican Independence Day) at my mother's house. There were quite a few of us: my mother, grandmother, sister, a couple of aunts, and cousins ​​of various ages—though all younger than me—plus a friend of one of my cousins ​​who had been invited along. Well, a cousin mentioned a photo he saw hanging on the wall—a completely normal picture of my sister and me together. He was just curious about how young we looked, but—to my utter misfortune—my sister remembered the conversation we’d had the day before and mentioned how often I used to be naked while growing up. In an instant, the table erupted in laughter from the younger ones, while my mother... He said something to my sister like, "Don't make fun of him, dear; I have embarrassing photos of you, too," and he went to get the old family camera. We finished eating, a cousin helped my mom connect the camera to the TV, and we sat down to look at the old photos. We were almost through them and I was feeling pretty relaxed, but I hadn't counted on the very last photo on the camera being an embarrassing one of me with my sister. I was about six years old and had no sense of shame, while my sister was around eight or nine. The moment the photo appeared, everyone laughed—especially my younger cousins. My mom explained the photo while it was displayed large on the TV screen; that image stayed up for about ten minutes while she talked about our childhood and how she kept me naked until I was six. A ten-year-old cousin of mine showed a bit too much curiosity about my penis and why it looked different from his—he had been circumcised at birth, whereas I wasn't until I was twelve. This led my mom to explain my circumcision and the whole recovery process while everyone stared at me; the explanation included photos my aunt had taken during my recovery, which were shown to everyone, myself included. I could only pretend not to care much while nodding in embarrassment. More embarrassing childhood anecdotes came up; we spent literally a little over an hour talking about it. It got to the point where I didn't even know where to look. I’d go into more detail, but I suppose that would take more than one post. Anyway, that long conversation made me wonder if my cousin really does have a photo of me from another embarrassing punishment. Anyway, I just wanted to share this. Basically, I ended up in that situation because someone here (I thank them) gave me the courage to bring up the topic and talk about it with my sister, but my bad luck and the way things played out led to this embarrassing incident—it even gave me the idea to try to putting myself in a situation like that again. During my call with my sister, she said she really wished a "funny" situation like that would happen again— Ithough it's just a bit of a crazy idea. Anyway, thanks for reading.